Can I follow you?

Dear my sweet

As much as I'm longing to see you smile

As we're never going to meet

We're getting far miles from miles

Love that that I seek to give

Befall within my own mistake

Wonder am I going to relief 

Pressured from crate to crate

How are you over there?

Definitely better than here

I promise you once to be there

Everyday, thinking of you here

I didn't managed to call your name

Apparently you don't have any

Dear sweet I feel so ashamed

Everyday I feel so tiny

Dear love

Each moment I think of following you

I know it's not my time yet

Supposed you be the one I listen to

The one I caress

The one I'll protect with my life

The reason that I'm fighting for.

But now

I'm not strong enough dear

I keep blaming myself for what happened to you

I do wish it's me instead of you

But it's destined that way

Please do tell them I'm sorry

If I ever whining

You're always part of my history

A beginning crawling to an ending

If we ever given chance to meet

Pray for me dear

I lock you inside my heart

Hope you don't forget me here

[dedicated to my unborn little sister]

May Allah put her soul in blessing