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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

When I See You

I'm staring at a broken hourglass
Wondering whether time can be stopped
Hoping your love won't last
Until the time my life ended

When I see your smile
It makes my lung breathe profoundly
When you walk a thousand miles
I'll accompany you slowly

Only you my dear
Can make my heart beat tripled
If only you can hear
My love that can't be heard

When I see you crying
My heart stops beating
And I'll never stop trying
Until the day I'm dying

The time can't be stopped
Even if the hourglass's broken
Although my love can be sealed
But they can't be taken

When I see you laughing
I fell my joy overwhelming
Show me that you're loving
The I shall stop dreaming

( aha, this is the 3rd one. read it. Ok..FYI, I didn't manage to win her heart -maybe my poems were bad and toneless, I don't know- The best thing is that she told her pet brother that I forced her to make decision eventually forcing her to accept me. I was really mad at that moment because her BELOVED and English-oriented pet brother sent me smses told me to stop, stop hurting her. -yeah..yeah- and I was accused for doing that and I started a small arguement with that seem innocent-caring brother. Greatest thing in my life---DAMN--- Guys, am I fucking wrong for loving her? I loved her the best I can give but she did something that hurt me a lot and still I can forget it. Now, I let her go...what she wants to be is up to her to choose. I'm not going to guide her to life that she's fucking chosed it. I don't want to be like I care but actually I still care. F***what the hell happened to my sane mind? now girls who thinks boys are selfish, can't you see it now? open your every eyes even the 6th sense...)

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

hye there....
balqis ere...
leo, lyfe shouldn't be fair and equal to everyone...
Allah knows better than anybody else...
perhaps, its time 4 u to leave her...
there's always b a sign yet u always didn't realize...
better to be hurt from somebody that wasn't urs...
but, i'm hurt on something that already mine...
maybe somneone better are waiting for u ahead...
just open ur eyes wide n look for 'em...
ok???

Leo "Ricky" Huzair said...

great2...

thanks 4 the advice.

I'm trying hard here and I hope it will bring success

syaza izura said...

no matter how hard we're trying but that thing will always pop out of our mind and that make us difficult to throw away the memories because, realize it or not we're actually living in that feelings..ermm..am i rite??

to let go someone that we love is not an easy thing..perhaps by letting them go is actually the best thing we can ever imagine..

p/s : u don't know me..i accidentally read your blog and i found out that..we're in the same boat..and i have decided to let him go..well..gud luck to u..=).owh yeah..i'm used to be a stalker..hehe..hope u don't mind..=D

Leo "Ricky" Huzair said...

Great...

nvrmind Syaza.

even if I don't know u...

but my blog needs sum1 like u...

thanks for leaving a comment anyway.

But wonder wht u meant by "stalker" thing?

Syaza Izura said...

owhh.."stalker" thing..hehe..sesuke hati pecah masuk blog/profile org tanpa pengetahuan orag tu..then follow org tu senyap2..but then..i'm no longer a stalker at ur blog..i've exposed myself..=p since u got something that attracted me to post a comment here..


ermm..yup..tgb stands for mrsm tun ghafar baba.actually..i know u..tp bknla kenal sgt..kenal sikit jer..coz ur bro (neal rite?) is my fren and we're in the same batch..baik la jugak dgn die...so..sumtimes he mentioned about u to me..


but..it was a really really coincidence that i found ur blog..


btw..nice poems..=)

Leo "Ricky" Huzair said...

Thanks...

u're single huh?

hurm...so, consciously u know me la?

great2.

Wht did my bro told u anyway?

Syaza Izura said...

single??yup..

owh ermm..as i remember..he told me that he has a bro named leo huzair.currently studying at uitm shah alam taking 'seni layar' eh?-->he himself also not so sure..he asked me to see u if i miss him since i got into uitm s.alam too haha..but of course la he was joking..ur bro kuat mengarut+merepek.


ermm..neal didn't told me about u in detail..but sometimes..he did mentioned ur name in our conversations..i think that's all kot..don't worry..he never told sumthing bad about u..die adik yg baik..haha..kan??

Leo "Ricky" Huzair said...

Owh...

actually I didn't expect 4 him 2 utter my name in his conversation with friends maa....

dier mmg kuat mengarut and I'm not so different la...