Create Your Stories

Last Sunday,

I went with my colleagues to the final of so called reality show

Pilih Kasih 3

To support the beautiful and talented

[Maisurah Sojangi]

[Comeyh kan? Aku tak tahu pun dia junior yang aku induct dulu]

By the way she is not the main topic I want to share with you today...

But what I'm going to share with you was something in the middle.

While on our way to Senawang, Negeri Sembilan

One of my colleagues hit the dvd player

And launched the Japanese version of "Boys Over Flower"

[I don't know the actual title]

So as we were cruising I've been thinking deeply...

Why this kind of movies really attract youngsters especially the species I always love

WOMEN

So I asked one of my friend bout it...

"Why do you guys love to watch this beside all the cute-handsome guys?"

With all the answers I make it short by this answer...

"We love the love stories being viewed in the movies because it's so romantic and sweet, and that's what we would never get!!"

And then I was just, "ahh ok"

But actually it left me thinking...the last statement [that's what we would never get]

REALLY?

Now, the scriptwriter, director and even producer create that movies...

But how come we can't create our own?

To me

Love stories are written TOGETHER not by each other...

If you want your love stories to feel like a Korean movies

Make some effort!!

Tell your partner...

"Dear, today I would like to create our stories just like Mr. Bond and his girls, let's go kick some ass!!"

or

"How bout we go to Disneyland and pretend that were both Cinderella and her prince?"

By EXPECTING your partner to do something special for you won't give you a top-grade love stories.

Love does involve creativity, it inspires that...

If you can't be creative, then it's better you stop because in the end you'll become less productive partnership by complaining always 24/7 period!!

You are responsible for your own stories

Stories that you're going to tell your kids...

In the future

Reality is too scarce..!!

The statement "I will swim in the sea of fire, hike the highest mountain, kill a bear for you"

Might just resolve in the literature museum 

Go on guys, 

Kill some bears [only if you got a hunting license ok?]

Go hiking together at the Mount Everest

Scuba diving at Langkawi

[Maybe swimming in a Gamat Oil Pool will be suitable to replace Sea Of Fire]

Thrill rides at Fun Fair [if you're on strict budget]

Think you're good and creative in giving reason

Convert the talent, use the creativity to overcome those obstacles

Create your own Korean love stories, Japanese love stories, Tamil love stories...

and 

Put it inside your own novel that your children enjoy to read....

Wish you guys

 A happy stories making....

Don't make it as cliche as you think...

Tuhan Bukan Medan Escapisme Semata

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Sekali lagi kita bertemu, hari ni macam ada limpahan idea pula untuk menulis.

Aku nak kongsi satu cerita ni...

Mungkin juga suatu peringatan.

Wahai teman.

Tuhan itu bukanlah medan escapisme semata.

Kenapa agaknya aku berkata sebegitu?

Mari tengok situasi yang aku gambarkan ya?

Aku pernah bertemu dengan seorang kawan lelaki,

Dia ni khabarnya hensem tetapi single

Jadi aku cakap la dengan dia, "awat hang tak cari awek?"

Dengan penuh bersemangat dia menjawab,

"takmo aku, couple tuh haram!"

Pada saat dan ketika itu, aku sungguh admire semangat dia

Ada juga orang yang masih mengangkat darjat agama di zaman ini rupanya.

Tapikan sangkaan aku meleset...

Tup tup hah  nak tunjukkan kuasa tuhan sebenar tuh.

Dia bercouple! 

Jadi dengan spontannya aku berfikir, "benda haram yang dia maksudkan dulu tuh apa?"

Dia betul-betul maksudkan atau tidak?

Adakah semata-mata sebagai pelepas hati sengsara tidak berteman?

Begitu juga halnya dengan situasi ini

Seorang wanita sedang putus cinta..

Boleh dilihat bait-bait kata mereka terus bertukar...

"Cinta ALLAH itu kekal...."

"Sesungguhnya jangan dikejar cinta manusia..."

"Pengabdian kepada tuhan itu lebih berbaloi...."

Blablabla

Then bila jumpa teman baru mengisi kekosongan hati...

Hah, lupa tuhan mana Allah mana....

Cinta dia tuh la yang selamanya, forever and ever happily ever after...go die la!

[pergh marah nampak? relax bro]

{cerita kan, kene la bersemangat}

Hentikanlah....

Katalah kepada diri sendiri benda yang sebenarnya..

Jangan jadikan tuhan itu escapisme semata-mata...

Maksudkan kata anda sebenar, jangan bohongi diri sendiri...

By the way

It's not love fault, it's what you said and done...

Mungkin Ini Sebenarnya Yang Terjadi

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

&

Salam Sejahtera kepada semua pembaca

yang hok comeyh-comeyh belako...

Tak lupo yang kacak-kacak..

Di harap anda semua sihat seperti saya

Kena la pandai jaga kesihatan sendiri yek kawan-kawan terutama yang single 

Kemungkinan untuk orang ingatkan anda makan ubat, masakkan sesuatu untuk anda sudah kekurangan peratusannya...

Tapi tidak mengapa...

Kena sentiasa kuatkan semangat yek!

Kali aku nak cerita sikit 

What actually happened to me?

Dan segala jenis escapism yang ada.

Suatu hari bertanyalah seorang rakan kepadaku...

"kau tidak ada GF ke Leo?"

Oh soalan sebegitu sememangnya agak menyemakkan otak.

But nevertheless...

I just wanna share with you la kan

Being in love is something exciting, it makes your world go round

Example my friend here

Ety Mongek

Betul tak? love atau cinta itu betul-betul boleh buat seseorang itu 'gila' sekejap

Then I ask myself..

[Aku memang suka sesuatu yang logik dalam apa bentuk sekali pun, aku akan bertanya, berfikir untuk mendapatkan jawapan]

"Kau tak suka ke ada orang sayang kat kau, ambil berat pasal kau, teman kau makan dan juga bila kau sakit?"

Telling you guys the truth

"Oh hell of course I'm interested!!"

"Jadi kenapa kau tak cuba, banyak jek perempuan kat luar tuh yang eligible kan? Kau takut tak dapat ke?"

Permulaan tahun 2012 aku dikejutkan oleh pelbagai berita kurang menarik.

3 orang kawan aku yang disangkakan bakal membawa perhubungan ke pelamin

Putus di pertengahan jalan

Juga berita penceraian sorang teman rapat.

You guys can just say, "it's got nothing to do with you"

yes, physically

Benda ni hanya membuatkan aku terus berfikir, macam kononnya nak mencipta formula dan juga potion.

Hahahaaha...

Padahal just involve, engage and face everything....

Tiada apa yang pasti betul tak?

Pengalaman yang lama memang sedikit sebanyak memberikan kesan kepada bentuk pemikiran aku terhadap couples

Just because I'm single then I 

Aku mungkin hanya suka berfoya-foya setakat ni kot...

Seorang demi seorang kawan aku dah berkahwin sekarang....

Terasa jugak weh

Kumpul duitlah dulu, jumpa yang sesuai aku terus jumpa mak diorang...

Kelas gituu....

[Hok dapak ye mace ni wokeyh gak noo?]

Banyak gak pilihan cuma aku tak dapat nak buat keputusan lagi nak pilih yang mana...

Sebab ideologi aku berlainan sikit dan juga sangat berlainan dengan norma wanita.

Aku tetap lelaki, dan aku akan sentiasa melihat...

Aku tak suka memberi alasan, tapi aku akan tetap cari jawapan...

Curiosity kill the cat but my curiosity will kill others...

Aku nak kena keluarkan balik sifat-sifat romantik yang dah lama aku 'kunci'

So hati-hati ya gadis di luar sana?

Truth Be Told

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

&

Good day 

to my beloved readers...

not to forget those beautiful and handsome fellas...

Welcome again to this blog...

It has been quite some time...

because of limited internet connectivity

I begin to forget this place...

How it's has been an interesting place before...

But not wasting any of your time.

I would like to share something with you guys...

FRIENDSHIP

Interesting topic isn't it?

Now as I'm fighting throughout my life...

I just hold on to two of these to clear my head out of misery...

1. If I can't stand anything about my friend, I tell them STRAIGHT to their face

2. If I'm thinking about their feelings and not willing to hurt them for the truth, I NEUTRALIZE it and don't tell others.

Be STRAIGHT and a NEUTRALIZER right?

so if you, any of you become otherwise of these two...

That's when problem come knocking on your friendship's door...

Once came a friend of mine,

Telling me something about their friend...

So it took about half an hour...

Then I asked,

"Have you told him/her directly?"

Guess what's the answer?

A big NO

Sad eh?

But that's the truth...

We said we love our friend

Claiming that being straight forward might hurt them yet we let other people heard it first before them...

Now imagine if I told the person about what she/he told me?

I guess WWIII going to happen...

Guys,

Think back.

There's always a reason why God granted you mouth..

It's for you to use by telling, constructing a beautiful phrase, conveying your inner feeling...

You friend might understand through your body language but they won't know what the hell is really going on not until you tell them verbally...

Something Unexpressed For Years

*A note to my 0105 Sassians

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

To all my beloved friends

I believe this is my first time ever saying that to you guys.

Well before that - a brief introduction bout myself.

I'm Leo Huzair 

Last graduated from Alam Shah 2005, 5 Maju.

Oh with a minumum achievement of 5A1 5B3 1B4

[In case takda orang yang ingat aku kat sini la kan]

Sebenarnya dah lama aku nak ceritakan benda ni.

Sekarang aku sihat walafiat.

Biasa-biasa sahaja, belum jadi millionaire lagi

dan kahwin pun belum lagi la so far..

Ada antara kita yang dah bekerjaya, ada yang dah berbisnes maju, ada yang dah kahwin dan ada gak yang bakal dapat anak.

Tahniah aku ucapkan.

You guys really managed your life well, alhamdulillah.

To tell you guys the truth la kawan-kawan

Long time ago I was never proud of this group Fighters 0105 in other words actually I hate some of you.

Walaupun aku dah tinggalkan sekolah almost 6 years ++, 

I still remember each of things some person did to me just because of misunderstanding.

Aku dah maafkan, truly aku dah maafkan tapi belajar untuk memaafkan tu lagi mudah daripada melupakan.

Aku masih ingat loker baru kerajaan, aku punya loker jek yang kemek kena ketuk dengan hockey stick, mereka-mereka yang campak cadar aku dari 3B5 ke bawah, mereka yang conteng buku-buku, koyakkan buku-buku aku, the one calling my with names.

Blame me for being too sensitive.

But believe it or not, I never told a single thing that some of you did to my family until now.

Secara jujurnya,

Aku memang dah maafkan anda semua walaupun specific person tuh tak pernah mintak maaf directly.

To think back I managed to complete years in that school without giving up was a miracle.

It's just that guys...

Some memories will just come back anytime to haunt you back.

Tujuan aku menulis benda ni just nak make things clear off because I believe most of us dah grow up so well.

'Psyche' aku almost jahanam setiap kali aku teringat balik.

Aku sukar nak tidur, sukar nak stabilize balik...

Sometimes I even cry...

Benda tuh unexpressed for so long...

 Umpama macam hard disk yang dah full capacity dan aku perlu release kan sebahagiannya.

Aku perlukan ruang baru.

And I do believe some of you also need this new space, new image of me instead of the old one.

Let's barter this situation for greater good.

Nak marah, piss off because of what I write here it's up to you guys....

I'm only thinking for what's good...

Aku nak berkeluarga suatu hari nanti dan aku tak nak semakkan minda aku dengan satu benda yang hanya aku tahu sampai sudah...

Begitu juga korang...

Dengan memaafkan tidak cukup sekiranya aku tidak melupakan,

Aku nak lupakan, clear it off & start a fresh.

Aku taknak perangai aku nanti, zuriat aku akan ikut...

And if anyone of you still hold a simple grudge,

Unresolved questions...

Please do ask me personally

And I personally asking for forgiveness.

Dear friends,

I hope that each one of us will be more successful and will always receive blessings from Allah.

As a friend

(If you ever considered me as one)

I do need your support and in return I give you mine.

Assalamualaikum...

May everything between us been resolved from now on.

Thanks.

The Time That's Lost

A cup of coffee I drank

Will always reminds me of you

As you were lying on that plank

Where everything between us been through

There's no way I'm stopping the angel

Pledge to them for an extension

It's not even a game of head or tail

To fool them with illusions

"Would you please give me a massage?"

That's the closest moment we're together

It's not about RM5 you offered

But the satisfaction of being your grandson

We shared jokes and laughs

We shared interest in cats

Being humble that's what you've taught

Locked inside within our hearts

All the time we had together

Became the time that's lost

But the memories linger forever

Trinkets of love I treasured most

I'm not telling anyone

How much I missed you