I've been observing too much,
I've been absorbing too much,
I've been suppressing myself too much,
More than my mind could handle.
Kindle heart for the simple joy,
Brought me most dirt than soil,
Skipping beat for grown boy,
Hiding grief from deepest soul.
Far reaching the obsession,
Straying guilt from obligation,
Kept me love as ration,
Spreading seeds all the nation.
Fading smile grinning silent,
Preserve time endless motion,
Crawling past darkest tone,
Isolation of the purest lone.
I keep looking, keep searching,
Making my heart jumping,
Only to find myself hanging,
Like the Earth that stop moving.