You'll never get...

Hurm...

1 of my friend said this to me in her sms....

"you'll never get any girl by this kind of attitude though"

great2...kne sumpah lg..

I'm being good and I got back-stabber, I'm being a jerk and I got a curse!!

WOW...life is great don't u think?

then what I should be? fuckers? suckers? angels?

you know what...if there's a research on erasing memory, I would gladly to volunteer..

I'm losing my faith, grip, my identity...I feel like I wanna reset EVERYTHING.

I lied to God many times (he knows it of course)

sometimes, I'm embarrassed to face him...

I'm being a fucking jerk...lucky that he's a God. He always patients.

Waaa...I'm screaming to myself.

1 of my friends also said like this...

"ko jgn ikut sgt org Leo, ikut jek ape yg ko rse btul"

he reminded me of Lukman Hakim's story with his children and a donkey...I love that story.

I seem to know all the philosophy in the world...but sad thing is I got MIXED UP!!

but why in the world I can't stick to it?

what the fuck happened to me?

I wanna RESET everything and refresh and be a VERY new me..

so that I can recollect all the knowledge and arrange it nicely and use it WISELY..

hopefully...