1 of my friend said this to me in her sms....
"you'll never get any girl by this kind of attitude though"
great2...kne sumpah lg..
I'm being good and I got back-stabber, I'm being a jerk and I got a curse!!
WOW...life is great don't u think?
then what I should be? fuckers? suckers? angels?
you know what...if there's a research on erasing memory, I would gladly to volunteer..
I'm losing my faith, grip, my identity...I feel like I wanna reset EVERYTHING.
I lied to God many times (he knows it of course)
sometimes, I'm embarrassed to face him...
I'm being a fucking jerk...lucky that he's a God. He always patients.
Waaa...I'm screaming to myself.
1 of my friends also said like this...
"ko jgn ikut sgt org Leo, ikut jek ape yg ko rse btul"
he reminded me of Lukman Hakim's story with his children and a donkey...I love that story.
I seem to know all the philosophy in the world...but sad thing is I got MIXED UP!!
but why in the world I can't stick to it?
what the fuck happened to me?
I wanna RESET everything and refresh and be a VERY new me..
so that I can recollect all the knowledge and arrange it nicely and use it WISELY..