Big Fish huh?

I watched Big Fish last night on Astro...

I was fascinated by the love between Edward Bloom and Sandra Templeton...

they last long until death do they part...

Edward tried so many ways to win Sandra's heart...

He's willing to cross his own boundaries...

If it's me, I am also willing to do that...

But Edward is extraordinary person, AM I?

He won't give up...I tried my best not to give up.

My friends supported me and my family..

but why still I worry?

"If you want a big fish, you lure can't be small"

I want that fish so badly...but how do I prepare a big lure?

Did I Learn?

Mostly in my blog...

I wrote bout my love life...

How I failed to obtain love from a species called woman...

Nah...I got love from my parents, my friends and my siblings...

You can assume that my life is complete...

YEAH...YEAH..

you're right...

but God created many types of human being right?

the way my parents love is different from the way my sisters love me...

the way my brother loves me is different from they way my friends love me...

I conclude that somehow there's a missing part in my life...

I'm going to be 21 soon...

I've tasted experiences and I gain something new from time to time...

how is it to love a girl and be loved back?

I DON'T have that experience...!!

I admitted that I have some girls that like me, I tried my best to love n like them back...

My friends said "don't be too choosy"

I LEARNED tht...

My friends said "love can't happen by force"

I LEARNED tht...

They said "there were so much rules in LOVING responsibility..

I LEARNED tht...

I did everything to implement that in my mind...

until it MIXED up...

Actually...did I learned those things?

how come I didn't have the chance?

Continue : Yakuza 3

Ryu ga Gotoku 3/Yakuza 3 takes a departure from the first two games with its choice of setting: instead of focusing on the gritty cityscape of Tokyo, it switches gears and sends Kiryu to the tropical island of Okinawa, where he runs a center for orphaned children with his adoptive daughter Haruka. The orphanage is on land that is owned by Shigeru Nakahara, a boss over a mob known as the Ryudo Ikka. Nakahara is under pressure from the country's government to sell the land. Kiryu once again finds himself in a series of tough situations.



This is the main character, Kazuma Kiryu also called Dragon of Dojima once

I admire him, his style, his life and wanted to be like him..

although he's a Yakuza...



Kazuma with new cloth I think...

in first n second game, Kazuma was never 'allowed' to change clothes I guess...

I don't know whether the third installment allows it...

I wish I have the chance to play it 1 day...




This is Kamuro-cho, fictional version of Kabuki-cho in Japan..

I've watched Shinjuku Incident by Jackie Chan...

I get the same picture from the game and the real place...

it's nearly the same...

Hurm...

so, if you guys have PS3 and looking for a good game..

I recommend you this game...feel free to invite me!!

ahahahahahha

Another marriage...

Another marriage is coming soon...

it's my 4th sister wedding ceremony...

Last family wedding was in 2003...I was in form 3, still a school boy at that time.

I remember giving a short speech during Kak Yulie's wedding...hahaah..

I waited for 6 years for another family wedding...couldn't believe it was that long.

On 9th of May 2009,

Sharene Eliana Sharifudin will be married by Adrie ape ntah name dier.

Hope she will get her happiness with him...

and if he fails to make my sister happy...

GODFATHER will come to him...and that's me!!! hahahahahah

Well, this ceremony going to be held in a hotel...

not a big hotel like Hyatt or Hilton..

but a BIG hotel in my hometown...kuang3

I'm sorry my dear friends, I really thought of inviting you guys..

but list for my friends are limited.

When it's MY wedding, I surely invite you guys...

just pray for that wonderful day will come laaa...



this my picture with my 4th sis during her engagement ceremony...

then she will be led to a new life..

hope she will success...

My Beloved Nephews And Niece...

This is all list of nephews and niece...

I have total of 5...



This is Danny..

He's my first nephew...

My first sister's son, Sharene Fiona...the only one I guess



This one is Sean Adree

He's my second nephew...

He's my second sister's son, Sharene Lonia...no 1 son.



This is Ryan Shaqel

He's my third nephew...

He's my third sister's son, Sharene Yulianna...



and this is Shane Amree

He's my forth nephew...

He's also the son of my second sister...second son.



3 or them are great competitors...

everyone of them wanted to grab their Dat's love...

my beloved father la of course...

see how they struggle?

even Danny yg dh besar pn join skali..kuang3

no 4 a bit shy and still anak mak lagi...

My parents wanted son so badly during their time of building a family..

but they get 5 daugthers and 2 sons...

now..they have 4 grandsons. Murah rezeki!!

and then they longing for a granddaughter...

they wish was granted...



Tadaaa!

This Shayna..

She's my second sister first daughter and my parents first granddaughter...

Actually, I was tired with all my nephews because they are so naughty and hard to handle...

I love them so much...

I longing to have a younger sister...

God is generous...

He gave me a niece at last..I thanked him.

Actually I have other nephews and nieces but they were instant..
(I hope you understand what I mean)

Danny, Sean, Ryan, Shane and Shayna are cute and beautiful...

I wonder whether I will have a son/daughter as cute as them 1 day...

hopefully I guess...

My collection...

this is my collection of pull tabs...

I've collected it since my 1st sem in UiTM..

it already weighed about 1.8kg

and it about 5938 pieces...

Hurm...pull tab and me seems synonim.

at first I thought of selling it...

bcoz I heard rumors that it bring more fortune than tin cans..

So, it's named rumors...and I was frustrated.

but still I keep collecting it whenever I found a tin.

It has become a habit I guess...

I can't stand seeing a tin without its pull tab...it makes me crazy.

anyway...it's a cheap hobby maa.

Yakuza 3

Ini adalah game yang aku tunggu2..

tapi penantian aku sedikit hampa...

kerana game telah pun dikeluarkan..

tetapi di console PS3!!!

Wah...bengang yang amat aku rasekan.

PS3 sahaje ok...XBox 360 xde, PC pun xde..

Menganga aku sorg2...

hari 2 aku pegi BB Plaza, ade jual PS3 set Yakuza 3..

smart gler, warna putih pastu ade tattoo dragon. Smart weh.

HArga dier mmg smart ar, RM2100 siap ngn game skali kot klu x silap.

satu controler plak tuh...

Haih, nk beli PS3 stkt nk main Yakuza 3?

boleh aje, aku tetap rse puas kot...

Ape plak yg bakal Kazuma Kiryu hadapi kali ni ek?

When Looking At You...

When looking at you
My heart pounded deep
And I couldn’t see through
Even my steps were tripped

I hid my face
Knowing the comparison between us
As for you I’m going to race
And in God I put my trust

When looking at you
I could only hope you look back
Anything towards you always true
And I hope you won’t aback

I picked the stars
To compare those with you
You are beyond comparison
And no one’s going to demur

When looking at you
All my problems sank
I got my eyes on you
Cause your enthusiasm makes me thinking

I feel incomplete
If you’re unseen
I feel stimulated
If I see you now and then


Guest what?

Box of chocolate

I've learned a quote from an award winning film, Forrest Gump.

"Life is like a box of chocolate, you'll never know what you'll get"

ever wonder what this quote mean?

Box of chocolate includes various types of chocolate...

usually box of chocolate is not transparent...

you'll have small percentage of seeing what's inside and it means the percentage for you to choose which chocolate you like reduced..

not all chocolate satisfy you...

you want dark chocolate but somehow you get white chocolate...

you want froggy chocolate but you get rabbit instead..

it's called RESULT

u can peek in the box to see which chocolate would be your choice..

it's called WAYS OF DEALING

if you have a transparent box of chocolate...

it's called LUCK

Some chocolate wrappings doesn't suit your taste but it tasted good....

it's called COLOURS OF LIFE

I can conclude that sometimes you regret when what you chosed...

remember,

we are here to learn a lesson and our surrounding is our teacher..

you got kicked out by other...your boyfriend dumps you...you involve in car accident...you failed in your exam...

all this making new you...

you change...

I understand that some of us feel guilty for changing so much until they seem losing their identity...

remember again, life is like a wheel..

u change today, you'll be back to original position 1 day...

life is not created by you...it's GOD creation.

God is mysterious and complex...

you'll get the best chocolate if you observe more...

what you'll get you'll never know...

seems good but taste bad and doesn't suits your taste.

It's your CHOICE

Honesty

If you search for tenderness
It isn't hard to find
You can have the love
you need to live
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind
It always seems to be so hard to give

CHORUS
Honesty is such a lonely word
Everyone is so untrue
Honesty is hardly ever heard
And mostly what I need from you

I can always find someone
To say they sympathize
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve
But I don't want some pretty face
To tell me pretty lies
All I want is someone to believe

CHORUS

I can find a lover
I can find a friend
I can have security
Until the bitter end
Anyone can comfort me
With promises again
I know, I know

When I'm deep inside of me
Don't be too concerned
I won't ask for
nothin' while I'm gone
But when I want sincerity
Tell me where else can I turn
Because you're the one
that I depend upon

CHORUS

-what do expect most from a person you love?
have you guys ask this question to yourself?
I have my own answer and this little piece of work animates me
it surely reveals the answer deep inside my heart
when it has been answered...
comes the next question..
do you always acquire it?
Mostly in my life, I seem to love a very wrong person and a very wrong time...
Then I asked another question to myself, do I apply it to the person I love...
I have to say the answer is almost...
Why can't I have fairness in this game called love?

Sound Of Silence

Do you know silence?

when talking about silence, I can hear a lot interpretation.

but how bout sound of silence?

do silence really produce a sound?

Read this....

Sound of Silence

Hello darkness, my old friend,
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
'Neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night And touched the sound of silence.

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dare Disturb the sound of silence

"Fools" said I, "You do not know"
Silence like a cancer grows
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed in the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made
And the sign flashed out its warning,
In the words that it was forming
And the sign said,
"The words of the prophets are written
on the subway walls And tenement halls."
And whisper'd in the sounds of silence.

what do you understand by this piece of work?

I've been wondering myself and hope you all can give a feedback to help me.