Little Girl Blooms Like Flowers

Little Girl I know from the past
Eyes glittered like a burning glass
Bittersweet moment that would last
Undying spell that's being cast

She shines from far
Melting me like tar
She's my greatest savior
When my heart uproar

When she's near
My heart's running for a race
When she looking here
Anxiety gone without a trace

She smile at me
Like a blooming flower
Her perfume stuck me
With an eternal flavor

I would never be in her frame of mind
For that I froze every timeline
Years waiting for signs
Thinking that I've gone blind

Dear Little Girl
You will always be special
This is not a lyrical
Of a man getting critical.

I.L.Y always....

Le me share with u

Assalamualaikum W.B.T dan salam sejahtera....

Guys...

Korang sure ade impiankan?

Sure impian korang hebat2 belaka....

Ok...ape yng aku nak share ngn korang ni ialah KIRA-KIRA.

Bosan? Jangan judge ok...aku tampar kang!!

Sape kat sini berimpian untuk beli BMW? or Lambo?

Mesti ade kan?

Jap sini aku amek kire2 average tau...jangan nak particular sgt sbb aku budak writing bkn math or statistic. 

Tapi aku suke nak belajar benda lain...

Katekan sebuah BMW = RM300k

Loan repayment for 5 years.

monthly payment = RM6000/month = RM72000/year

Got it?

This is only for 1 car that value will be going down each time...

After thinking, I'm switching from having an expensive car into having 4 wives!!

[damn Leo, u're such a jerk...!]

[u greedy bastard!!]

[ko mmg macam haram kan?]

well I get that guys...n thanks.

Nak tahu kenapa?

I will be spending RM72000 for 5 years right?

Let's say I use that money...divide into 4 (as in hving 4 wives)

I'll be spending RM18000/year on each person = RM1500/month

Hey dude, I'm giving food for 4 persons for 5 years beb...

Instead of giving that to A Shiny BMW that somehow a new version will come after it...

Think again, u provide a good life for ur wives, they pray for u everyday and ur life will definitely getting better.

A BMW or Lambo? they give u more headache....

So guys, I'm not repelling anyone's dream...

U want a BMW go get it...follow ur dream. I wish u luck.

I also want a BMW maybe after I get 4 wives waiting for me at home...

Cuddling me, asking me how's my day like, tell me cute stories of our kids...(hopefully there'll be a lot)

For me, that's the essence of being handsomely-rich.

Remember, money might not be everything but still u need it for now.

WISH YOU GUYS GETTING RICHER AND HELPING OTHERS

I Killed A Friend Once

I killed a friend once...

She came to me...

Tell me that she's in love..

I asked her who is he?

She showed me his picture...

A very handsome man in his tux

I don't know what's happening to me

I laughed out loud...

Thinking it was an impossible things to happen...

Without realizing that moment

I killed my own friend...

She walked away...

Sure she was smiling believing the thing I laughed

The truth that will happen...

Which is not...nothing is impossible in this world.

She lived her normal life everyday...

She even throw his picture into the bin...

I know she deserves something better...

That's what I want for her...

But yet,

I'm the one ending that...

She even write her own impossible dictionary of her own.

I wish I could turn back time...

Instead of laughing, I pray for her..

Instead of getting the same person, she might get someone better

Then she will continue seeing light..

Burning all the fake dictionaries...

Dear reader,

You kill a friend's dream...

You already kill them..

Never repeat my mistakes.....

Ianya berlaku....

Assalamualaikum W.B.T dan salam sejahtera teman2..

Well, petang tadi sedang aku bermundar-mandir...

Oh, keadaan itu memang sangat kusut aku rasa sehingga satu saat.....

BANG!!

Tuh dia pintu besar langgar aku...

(damn, bukan aku yang langgar pintu ok)

dalam keadaan yang berpinar-pinar....

(deria sakit aku lambat bertindak la sekarang, aku tak tau knape)

dalam 34 minit kemudian aku jerit,,,,

SAKIT!!!

then...

bunyi msg masuk...

Aku bace dengan tenang...

Aku sangkakan msg itu hanya khayalan semata-mata memandangkan hentakan pintu tadi begitu kuat impaknya...

Aku berpusing memikirkan...

Akhirnya aku membuat keputusan untuk memanggil nombor tersebut....

Runtuh jiwa jantanku mendengar suaranya serak2 basah...

Aku tahu ianya sukar...

Then the news spread soooo fast...

Each person asking me the very same question, with the same question mark....

Hurm....

Perasaanku bercampur....

Feeling happy makes me a bad person

Feeling bad makes me the who losing....

Ya Allah....

Please gimme courage to do the right things....

Kenape lelaki susah nak setia ek?

Wooo....

Soalan kat atas sangat famous di kalangan pompuan...

Selalu ditanya oleh wanita yang mengalami masalah dalam perhubungan mereka...

Sebenarnya telinga aku panas setiap kali ditanya soalan ini...

Soalan ini sangat tak berasas....

Jadi aku jawab...

"kau gila?"

Lelaki bukan susah nak setia, tapi dia tidak perlu setia...

Marah bukan main aku tengok muka pompuan tuh, macam tumbuh taring...tapi aku suke pompuan bertaring especially yang jelas kelihatan. 

"KENAPA PULA?"

(ekspresi beliau terpaksa aku caps lock kan)

Aku cakap...

Sebab setia itu milik Tuhan, sebelum berfikir untuk setia kat engkau baik dia setia dengan tuhan...

Dapat gak benefit...

(tuh dia, muke mencemik...mungkin dalam hati cakap kau budget ko alim sangat)

Ajar lah lelaki untuk jujur kepadamu tetapi bukan setia...

Setia hanya untuk tuhan, kite tidak perlu jujur dengan tuhan bukan sebab bagaimana kita berbohong pun

Tuhan tetap akan tahu immediately...

Aku bohong kat kau pun, selagi tak kantoi selagi tuh kau takkan tahu, betul?

(terkedu sekejap)

Itulah relationship antara manusia wahai teman...

Aku sangat malas untuk setia, aku jujur berkata sebegini...

Kau harapkan aku untuk setia, aku lafazkan "Only You"

Next year, ombak bergelora...aku tinggalkan kau, tapi kau salahkan keseluruhan kaumku.

Kau kata lelaki tak memahami wanita, fahamkah wanita akan lelaki?

(aku gelak tengok dia, muke fed up....)

Aku tengok muke dia, aku cakap....

"beb, aku sayang kau...selamanya atau tak kau tak perlu tahu tapi kau perlu faham"

Kita tahu banyak benda tapi tak semua kita faham....

"I know you love me berbeza dengan I understand that you love me"

(muke dier berubah)

Kau terluka dengan cinta, aku pun mengalami benda yang sama...

Tapi tidak adil untuk kau salahkan semuanya....

Katakan kau sakitiku, aku salahkan semua wanita kerana kau....mak aku bukan wanita ker?

Pujuklah diriku untuk jujur kepada kau, jangan kau paksa aku untuk jujur....

Aku suka kau kerana kelembutan kau berbicara, gunakanlah kekuatan itu terhadapku...

Kenapa kau lebih utamakan marah daripada sifatmu yang indah itu?

Kau mengeluh usaha kau tidak mendapat balasan yang setimpal, kau setia tetapi lelaki sebaliknya...

Ingat dugaan itu bukan kaumku yang turunkan dekatmu tapi tuhan....

Hati yang ikhlas...itu adalah harta...

Itu ujian yang sebenar...

Aku akan pastikan kau akan sentiasa menyayangi kaum kami sebagaimana kami tetap menyayangi kaummu...

Aku lebih terluka melihat kau mencintai wanita berbanding kau membenciku...

Dah, teman....jangan tanya lagi soalan mengarut.

Teruskan bersedia dengan hidup....

Facts About Guys?

‎** GIRLS PLEASE READ THIS **

HERE'S 99 FACTS ABOUT GUYS

( A GUY WHO IS SERIOUSLY IN LOVE AND NOT JUST AN INFACTUATION )

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.

5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry!!!

14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what? Uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate nice boy!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys’ weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”

59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

THANK YOU FOR READING :">

AFTER READING PEOPLES COMMENT .. I THEREFORE CONCLUDE SOME FACTS ARE NOT APPLICABLE TO ALL GUYS !! \m/ ^_____^ \m/

ANYWAY, IT WAS WRITTEN BY A GUY WHO WAS ALWAYS BEEN DUMPED .. LOLZ :P

by: Poging Cute

[If you got question, ask me which number is true]

The wedding that blast....!!

Tanggal 8 Oktober 2011

menyaksikan sebuah majlis gilang gemilang

Majlis perkahwinan kakak aku yang terakhir....

Well, aku ade 5 orang kakak....

Buat dekat Fishing Bay Resort yang tokeyh dier perangai cam haram (astaghfirullah)

Xpa2, tuh belakang kire...aku buat blog bukan untuk kutuk orang.

On that day, aku tidak mengambil gambar kerana aku sgt2 bz ke hulu hilir...

Jadi aku serahkan tanggungjawab kat anak2 buah aku...

(tuh pasal gambar tak banyak artistik sangat)

Sebab kakak aku dah hire photographer hebat katenye...

(aku tengokkan jek hasil dier nanti, klu setakat sama standard dengan aku punye gambar...memang aku tembak jek dier)

Lepas ni aku dah takde kakak la nak rekemen kat korang2 yang single...sbb semua dah berpunya, dah ade husband. 

Tinggal aku dengan adek aku jek.

Pada hari tuh aku ade bagi ucapan yang berbunyi seperti di bawah....

[Assalamualaikum W.B.T]

Gladly say that today, mark the end of the 5 evil sisters' reign of terror...

Which left both of us, my brother n I...

to a quest to find our partner that will accompany  us for the rest of our life.

Today, my beautiful sister...Sharene Lydiana has achieved a dream where one day 

A handsome prince charming will vow to The King & Queen to take over the responsibility of their princess

Caressing & loving her happily ever after...

We might joke around that fairy tales never existed but still we're fascinated by it.

Don't we?

As I'm standing here, looking at these happy faces...

I say, "what I need fairy tales for, as I already created my own?"

As long as we enjoy life and appreciate what we have, then the feeling of adequateness will start filling in.

I remember as a child, where we lived 7 siblings...

We had joy and also shared bitterness, we drink from the same cup of coffee and we ate the same cracker...

We laughed, we cried...perfectly normal as a human being.

Until the day each of them found a new extension of their life, and our family getting bigger!

As for the relative, this is the moment we get to know each other....

As a child, honestly said I did know all of you but I wasn't properly introduced.

I'll say during that time I know Aunty Enah as my aunt BUT I wasn't really sure what's the real connection...

Ask my brother, how many time he will ask my father when we ever go the a bigger family gathering...

"who's this? who's that?" 

Luckily I did not learn the art of bf/gf at the young age...or else I'll end up with.."WHAT? you're my grandma?"

Just kidding...

The truth is as a little kid, I get confused...

Because we only get to meet during Raya season and weddings...

We longing to wait for the next season....

I remember saying to myself, when I got a transportation I will visit all of them if I got a chance [not only festive season].

Which I already did, I go to Uncle Aim's house all by myself, aunt Enah's also were in the list.

But not all because I don't know the rest of them.

Now for the things I have told you just now, look at those new generations of us...

Do you want the same 'confusing' things happening to them? 

Let me ask, "Sean, do you know what is Ryan to you?"

I bet you, he just smile....

To me, this is the essence of marriage...

"When given a new generation to us, our life is not about us anymore...it's about them"

Call me old fashion when now there's FACEBOOK bro...

Yeah I agree....

But remember there's nothing can beat a human touch....

Take a look again at them, not just admiring their cuteness....

We promised them we'll be by their side when they needed us...

What if God say,"this moment I forbid you to be by his/her side"

Have we provide them at least a path? Who will be there to assist them?

Well, during my eldest sister's wedding...I was a kid about their age, 

The last of my sisters wedding, they replaced me...

Life changes a lot but yet here we are, 1 big, big family....

Till then we meet again, with lots of love...

thankfulness and apology if the words that have been said hurting you.

Assalamualaikum...

P.S : My last sister's wedding speeches...May Allah grant her happiness and prosperity.

Berbasahan dalam hujan beberapa jam sebelum majlis bermula....

Pengantin dan kakak-kakaknya...

Alhamdulillah, selesai semuanya...

Makan tetap penting, tapi bile semua kerja dah settle...

Uncle mithali dengan anak2 buah yang...........

Emcee berjaya bro....gilos

Kat tepi pantai...

Ni paling terbaik, udang BBQ...korang ado?

Wedding kali ni memang blast, penat & enjoyable....

Semua buat sendiri dari angkat khemah, pasang scallop, hias bunga, hias kereta, hantaran, emcee...

Malam tuh ade karaoke, menari, melalak...BBQ...

Tepi pantai la katekan....

Sape nak enjoy meh la kawen dengan aku....

Aku cadang nak buat majlis kat atas Airbus 430.

Tapi bottom line is...

Alhamdulillah semua berjalan dengan lancar walaupun macam2 masalah diuji...

TERIMA KASIH 

kepada yang hadir...

Bila aku menangis...

Bila aku menangis
Hatiku perit, merintih
Air mata ku sapu kering habis
Kataku lelaki harus gigih.

Bila hatiku merintih
Kesukaran untuk ku luahkan
Beban yg rasakan menindih
Cenderungku untuk menafikan

Bila aku rasa sakit
Luka ku tekan, pegang
Mereka melihat terpekik, jerit
Hanya ku senyum dengan tenang

Bila aku ingin bercerita
Kesemakan yang berkubu di dada
Andai ada pula yang rela
Lalu ku sembunyikan jua

Bila aku menangis
Tiada siapa mengerti, ketahui
Andai saat sesuatu itu tragis
Aku akan terus berdiri...

Sehingga masa memanggilku
Melihat kamu dari atas...


[kuatkan semangat kawan-kawan]

There goes 9 October 2011

Well guys...

How are you? Doing fine?

Right now, I've been counting days....

For the last of my evil sisters' reign of terror...(hahahahah)

My last sister, Sharene Lydiana Sharifudin if God willing will end her single life on 9th October 2011.

Then it left the last 2 of us, Me and my younger brother Neal Izham (author of http://nealsecretsuccess.com/)

On our journey to know they other part of our life....

I pray to Allah that everything going very well....

InsyAllah....

Impian Itu Tamak?

Assalamualaikum....

1st post for 1st of October 2011

Okey teman-teman, apa khabar semua? ade yang kene lempang ke terajang ke?

Takde? Subhanallah....kite masih lalai jawabnye..

Dah...dah...

ni bukan ceramah agama,

Aku belum lagi 'qualified' untuk beri tarbiah keagamaan kat anda semua.

Mai sini nak habaq satu cerita kat hang semua naaa.....

Aku pernah bercerita kat seorang kawan wanita mengenai impian aku...

Aku awal-awal lagi sudah tahu reaksinya sebab benda ni memang sangat sensitif..

Aku cakap impian aku ialah nak kahwin empat, 

Lagi aku jelaskan untuk mempunyai EMPAT isteri.

Korang tahu tak?

Masa dier memberikan reaksi dia, aku gelak jek dalam diam...

(Buat-buat dengar, buat insaf la konon)

Tapi aku suka statement dier yang aku rasa setiap orang akan keluarkan...

iaitu

TAMAK.

(seolah-olah aku bereaksi sebegitu)

Aku berdehem sekejap.

Aku tanya, "tamak?"

Aku fikir dan berkata kepadanya...

Impian mana jek yang tak tamak?

Ramai orang impikan BMW sedangkan satu BMW itu kite boleh beli 2 kereta lagi?

Atau mungkin 7 buah Myvi?

(aku ambil pengiraan sekiranya sebuah BMW 3 series = 350k)

tak ke tamak tuh?

Nak impikan sebuah rumah...

Tuh dia nak rumah kat Alam Impian, Shah Alam....

(reger lebih kurang 800k - 900k)

Padahal cukup kot kalau sebuah rumah ade elektrik, air dan ruang yang agak cukup2....

Di sini aku tidak mengkritik sesiapa yang mempunyai impian seperti di atas...

Kerana aku juga mempunyai impian yang lebih kurang sama...

Ketahuilah,

Setiap impian itu ada unsur tamak tanpa sedar,

Kerana impian adalah satu benda yang kita belum ade, tapi bila dah ade kita tidak akan berimpian.

"Life always work both ways"