Big Fish huh?

I watched Big Fish last night on Astro...

I was fascinated by the love between Edward Bloom and Sandra Templeton...

they last long until death do they part...

Edward tried so many ways to win Sandra's heart...

He's willing to cross his own boundaries...

If it's me, I am also willing to do that...

But Edward is extraordinary person, AM I?

He won't give up...I tried my best not to give up.

My friends supported me and my family..

but why still I worry?

"If you want a big fish, you lure can't be small"

I want that fish so badly...but how do I prepare a big lure?

Did I Learn?

Mostly in my blog...

I wrote bout my love life...

How I failed to obtain love from a species called woman...

Nah...I got love from my parents, my friends and my siblings...

You can assume that my life is complete...

YEAH...YEAH..

you're right...

but God created many types of human being right?

the way my parents love is different from the way my sisters love me...

the way my brother loves me is different from they way my friends love me...

I conclude that somehow there's a missing part in my life...

I'm going to be 21 soon...

I've tasted experiences and I gain something new from time to time...

how is it to love a girl and be loved back?

I DON'T have that experience...!!

I admitted that I have some girls that like me, I tried my best to love n like them back...

My friends said "don't be too choosy"

I LEARNED tht...

My friends said "love can't happen by force"

I LEARNED tht...

They said "there were so much rules in LOVING responsibility..

I LEARNED tht...

I did everything to implement that in my mind...

until it MIXED up...

Actually...did I learned those things?

how come I didn't have the chance?