Writing a book?

Being 21 years old....

I glanced at my past...recall back who am I when I was a kid.

I smile....I proceed to next stage, I smile again.

I stopped for a while when viewing my life as a secondary school student.

I try to hesitate but yet, I smile too...

then came my dark time, dark isn't usually bad because I still survive.

I smile...

And the present, I smile...

you know what, it's what I become today giving me the ability to smile.

If I'm still the old Leo, I don't think I will able to smile.

Yesterday, when break fasting with 'fate'...

I think my mind will evolve again that helps me step-by-step accomplishing my goals.

so far, I haven't told you guys what are my current goals right? yeah...I'll tell IF only you are REALLY interested.

As I reached 21, I somehow realized my brain kinda downloading 'subject' from time to time.

"my words getting harsher"
"my weight stay put"
"not easy to get angry"
"principles slipped"
"craving for conversation"
"tends to refuse"
"merciless"

whatever I've changed, it's not synchronized.

lately I got into trouble in managing the 'subject'...

so, I tell some of the 'subjects' to a selected few but not to boast myself but helping myself organize it. These 'subjects' need to be stored.

1 of my close friend, suggested me a brilliant idea.

He suggested me to write it down and put all effort and make a book!

yeah...nice.

But 'fate' somehow spicing it up and I found a better approach for myself and those goals.

it's getting better day by day.

But 1 thing I wonder, whether my mind or my soul could sustain such 'subject' in a long period?

For better or worse, I should start working..