How I Miss My Stripe So Much

We began our acquaintance since November last year...

Since then, you were my most loyal companion...

We hangout together, going to places that I've always wanted to be that can't be achieved without your kind...

I know I've treated you recklessly all this time but still you bent it like it didn't happen...

When I'm with you, people will look at us and starting to shout my name...(not to cheer)

I'm not afraid if they do something to me but I'm scared to death if you ARE their target.

With you by my side, I got the chance to get close with my nephews and niece..

But now, something happened and we have to part way...

I can't no longer hear your 'voice'...

I can't no longer see how fierce your 'eye' used to look...

I remembered the time when we were on our way to MPP's Election and we're both 'hurt'..

How love towards you too powerful until I forgot to get my own 'treatment' but send you instead.

I can't stand to see you in pain...I cried for you more than I cried for myself.

I really miss you my loyal companion....you might not hear me but this the best I can do for now.

One day, I'll come back for you and strong you used to be then we'll go roaming again..

Aku terasa macam penat jek..

Teman2 sekalian...


Aku masih macam biase...tiada ape yang lain.


Cume aku fikir macam2 perkara sekarang dan bukan semuanya masalah...


I don't tell you because aku terasa benda2 ni memenatkan minda aku and surely akan memenatkan minda korang..


Last2 benda yang aku cakap seolah2 jadi kosong and tak bermakna langsung..


Aku xde marah dengan sesape cume aku rase nak reducekan segalenye and ty something different...


Maybe aku akan pergi somewhere kot..huhuhu


Sure ramai akan cakap..."ape gunenye ade kawan kan?"


Bagi aku, aku tak rela mempergunakan mereka...lebih2 lagi dalam keadaan ini.


Dalam keadaan senang pun aku macam tak pedulikan diorg tibe2 dalam keadaan macam ni nak terhegeh2 kat diorg plak...


Biarlah...kalau aku derita, biar aku derita sorang2. Kalau aku kecewa, biarkan aku sorang2.


It's just that I lost my interest untuk berkongsi...